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yup, i liked being off the computer for four days. maybe it was the holiday spirit. still terrified about next week, but can't wait for December first.

what i did during these last four days: filled out college aplications! and im almost done, wish i mailed them in yesturday, but then i realized there's still more things that need to be sketched out, like my fashion design assignment. speaking of fashion design, have you seen Iman's The Fashion Show? that show is intense, yo. i wanted that asian guy Calvin to leaaave on the first episode. talks way to much and he thinks he actually gets what the judges want from his team, but he doesnt like working in groups so he decided to act "boss" and tell his group members what to do. man, do i hate that about reality shows.

my favourite part from that ep. yeah, you rock Iman!

but i gotta admit, the male designers are soo hot. esp Rolando, jesus christ was a cutie.


why do I always put myself down. i guess these jealousy issues are taking its toll, you know when you have that gut renchin' feeling that something bad is bound to happen? i hate when people tell me stuff(not allways on purpose) about something that will destroy me. last year it happened soo many times, it hurts soo much. but what hurts the most is that not only is that in the past, they never said "im sorry" to me. ugh, its been exactly two weeks since i last dyed my hair, i wanna buy a new colour.

Alexander Wang


Carolina Herera

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*takes a shower, be right back*
edit: back. the majority of these pictures are from fashionmag.

Jason Wu


Preen


Proenza Schouler


Ralph Lauren

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Anna Sui


Donna Karan


i-D(warning nudity commin' through!!!!!!!!!)

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there are more pis to this, but i hate copy and pasting off of websites :( abbey has a very nice body though.

Chanel Cruise 2011 Backstage in Saint Tropez: Natasha and Magdalena Frackowiak
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i swear they could be sisters.

im kinda bored. i think after i finish more of the college crap i'll play my guitar, even though i suck at it. i feel bad leaving it in my closet, its been like five months since i've last touched it. i'll make up a song. and it'll be the saddest love song ever made.... i should write a song about my life, filled with a never ending search of love, because i've never been in love.