since june 17th, i wanted everything to change, and at first it was... i was able to leave the house on my own for two weeks in a row with no problems. visited places i never thought i would visit, and i found the school i'll be attenting on time and sent essays..
but from late july - today, everything reversed. my dad hasnt been doing much for the past five weeks, and im no longer able to buy things on my own. it's now daddy,daddy,daddy,daddy. its daddy's job to do things now?
i've been 18 for five months, have i accomplished things? yes. can i do them? no.i'm not allowed to wash dishes anymore. mother's excuse is that i waste too much water and im slow,im technically not allowed to cook either, I can only cook simple stuff and my mom allways does the rest because i'm doing it wrong.
*dont take this personally*
ina few hours i've decided to go out for a walk by myself. i havent done it in a month and is soo much better than having my mother walk with us in heels
this made me feel better.
Vilgaile Narkeviciute @ Supermodels Management
i really dont feel like posting anything else today.
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