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wow. what a day. sure was encouraging watching the rachel's challenge presentation and deciding to be part of the cause for a few days. But I do know this, my blog is like an open book, like a personal diary where I post my dreams and strengths to the public. I know some if the things I write here are very dramatic and uncalled for, but that's who I am. I've had the chance to prove myself that I can make it to the real world and that I can fit in. But I constantly choose to back away from complete social life to a secluded area where my thoughts and desires overflow my body. I know I have the guts to do great things.but I need to be more honest to the people around me because if I stay dancing in the dark, no one will get to know the real me.

each day I'm beginning to grow into the person I truly am. My presence makes most people look in awe. Due to
My size, I'm an easy target for those who'll love to get to know me, or people too skeptical to even approach me. I know I can be a good person, I need to simply loose myself and reveal my inner demons.

that's why I love blogging soo much, it's the only way for me to reach people who aren't there to see me in person. I love the constant feedback I get from the public, "you inspire me" "I love reading your blog" "you have a voice" etc.
there are soo many things floating in my mind that I can't talk about to people, either it's because its too embarrassing to be explained, or that not Akita of people'll understand where I'm coming from.

other than that, I need to do something this vacation. My hair right now is a fucking disaster. I hate the way it feels, I hate the day it looks. My hair is soo fried and abit too dirty to even fix properly. Each time it gets washed, nothing much changes. The texture soo bad I can't even pin hair clips onto my hair. Im going to find a way to go to a professional and get this cleared.

I need to start dancing again, like NIOOOOW!